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| hello rahway |
[20 Mar 2005|05:58pm] |
okay so its been a very very long time since an update
everything is good in myrtle beach but i miss everyone a lot.
I'm down for the weekend but I only had enough time to see my mom and my aunt - I'll be back down for a few weeks during the summer so hopefully I'll see everyone. Prom is soon so im getting prepared for that - ick its so expensive. Well my # is 843-655-0970 if anyone wants to say hey.
I really do miss yall.
<3
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| whoa |
[04 Nov 2004|09:31am] |
ill be in town november 24th.
I expect to see you all.
<3
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| hold on its tragic... |
[25 Aug 2004|01:20am] |
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everyone is rahway needs to call me and make me smile =]
843-655-0970
i miss people. some more than others.
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| a day long gone... |
[29 Jul 2004|04:47pm] |
hiiiii...
I dont think I've been online since I got back. Things have been kind of gay and I do admit that I considered just coming back to Jersey because things weren't going my way.
It's going better now though. I saw lexi and ashley when they came to their vay-cay in myrtle beach. I'm sorry I couldn't hang out with yall more =[ work really held me back. Christine Hofmann is coming to visit as well. I cant wait.
So anyways- I hope everyones having a good summer. <3
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| everyone has a secret, but can they keep it |
[25 Jun 2004|02:36pm] |
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Today is my last day here. I'm mad scared to go off to myrtle beach with no family, no mom, nothing. Just me. I hope everything works out okay.
A lot of people made this year easier for me. You know who you are - and I thank you for everything you did.
I came to Rahway just wanting to get out as soon as possible and now I'm really going to miss it. It really did grow on me.
I hope I get to see everyone when I come back to visit. If I talked to you and told you that I'd miss you, then I meant it.
goodbye
Watch the sunrise
Say your goodbyes
off we go
some conversation
no contemplation
hit the road.
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| no regrets, just lessons learned |
[21 Jun 2004|03:07pm] |
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pretty fun weekend
I went to see amlm play on friday - got a bunch of pictures of people. Fun stuuuff.
Went to some graduation/leaving for college party thing on saturday. Thank god a bitch left soon after we got there, she tainted the place. That was fun as well, even though we got a little lost going there.
Exams are almost over, one more and I am done with the school year. I had the easiest exams I could have ever imagined. I'm a little disappointed because I studied mad hard for a few and they were easy as hell. My week is so busy but thats cool because I hate sitting at home and doing nothing.
much love to all. Peace out friends. <3
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| i dont think ive ever posted in my lj so much. Life is boring. |
[14 Jun 2004|08:15pm] |
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I WANT: everyday to be warm and sunny
I HAVE: finals to study for
I WISH: i could control what people did
I HATE: being sad
I MISS: south carolina
I FEAR: CLOWNS
I HEAR: the tv
I SEARCH: for what people think, and dont say
I WONDER: what hes thinking right now
I REGRET: letting myself get upset over things so easily
I ALWAYS: smile
I AM NOT: an organized person
I DANCE: to music
I SING: to everything i know the words to
I CRY: more than i should
I AM NOT ALWAYS: honest
I WRITE: poems
I WON: nothing
I LOST: my "dork" chapstick, my lucky wwjd bracelet
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: love
I SHOULD: study
MY FATHER THINKS I AM: i dont know my father
MY MOTHER THINKS I AM: perfect
UPSETS ME: varies
YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS: they know who they are
WHAT IS YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON IM: "lol"
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: varies
YOUR BEST FEATURE: nothing
BEEN IN LOVE: yes
WANT TO GET MARRIED: maybe one day
HAVE ANY TATTOOS/WHERE?: none, want one
SCREEN NAMES: omittedmemory, vick887
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown
EYE COLOR: brown
FAVORITES
NUMBER: 5
COLOR: red
DAY: saturday
MONTH: november
SONG: ...
BAND: ...
RADIO STATION: ...
TV SHOW: howard stern, one tree hill (when its on)
CHANNEL: mtv
SITE: uhh..
MOVIE: willa wonka and the chocolate factory
STORE: abercrombie
MALL: every mall is great
HANGOUT: anywhere
ACTOR: many
ACTRESS: many
FOOD: pasta, chili cheese fries
SEASON: summer
SPORT: hate sports
DRINK: apple juice
ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE: hmm
VEGGIE: celery
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? depends on the mood
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? none
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
CRIED?: no
HELPED SOMEONE? hopefully
BOUGHT SOMETHING? food
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?/TO WHOM: my mother
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: not to be sent, but to be given to someone
MISSED AN EX?: every second
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? no
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON?: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no
MISSED SOMEONE?: yes
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes
BASICS
THEY CALL ME: victoria
ALSO:vick, fidel, micheal vick
SEX: female
AGE: 16
STATUS: singggglle
OCCUPATION: student.
NATIONALITY: puerto rican, irish, russian
BEST FRIENDS: they know
MOST MEMORABLE MEMORY: so many
WORST?: so many
FIRST BEST FRIEND: laura barrow and karla mott, who forgets
COLLEGE PLANNING TO GO TO: clemson
WEDDING: ?
CHILDREN: never
LOOKING FORWARD TO: moving
NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO: leaving friends
FEELING: confused
LISTENING TO: the tv
TALKING TO: rufus
DOING: this survey
THINKING OF: him
CRAVING: apple juice
L O V E <3
LOVE IS: to difficult to bother with
FIRST LOVE: neiman schwartz
LOVE OR LUST?: they are both great
BEST LOVE SONG: hmm
BEST SONG TO HAVE SEX TO: uhh
POSSIBLE TO BE IN LOVE W/ MORE THAN 1 PERSON AT A TIME: i think so
WHEN LOVE HURTS, YOU: make it stop hurting
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| maybe some day i will see you again |
[13 Jun 2004|10:28pm] |
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"It's okay if I die, dead people don't have feelings."
-Christine Hofmann
That made my giggle.
My horoscope says that I'm going to find unexpected love this week, most likely from a friend who wants more than a friendship. I'm excited.
<33
EDIT
christine!
i do not have a long face.
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[12 Jun 2004|03:18pm] |
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friday = whack night.
The night would have been real cool if a lot of dumb stuff didn't happen. Mad drama.
I think I might go see Harry Potter tonight. I really want to see it. I want to see a lot of movies I haven't gotten to see. Stepford Wives comes out too...but its reviews weren't that good.
Sunday I'll probably be studying some - I'm worrying about history.
dear lexi
you better help me for the history final. You are my cheat sheet. =]
<33
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| its a good year for a murder |
[10 Jun 2004|03:16pm] |
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so the last few days have had to be the worst few days i've had since i've moved here
neiman has decided that our distance is "confusing" him. Everything is a mess with us, even though I would have been leaving at the beginning of the damn month. So since he can't get days off work and blah blah blah to come up here...I have made the decision to leave the 26th instead of the 1st.
It's only like a 5 day difference, but I really just need to go back and get myself back on track down there.
Finals are next week...ahhh! I don't think I'm going to do good on my history or geometry. I'm usually real good at math but it seems as if I've forgotten everything I've learned lately. I've always been not so great at history though. Plus, our review is people getting infront of the class and fuckin telling us about their section, which doesn't help a damn person. I'm going to end up reviewing the entire like 4 or 5 chapters by myself. Suuuuckkksss.
Okay so i never put these things on my lj b/c I never think anyone will write cool stuff about me, but I'm curious to see who loves me. FILL THIS SHIT OUT! <33
stolen from jarred
What Would You do if..?
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got pregnent: Impregnated a girl:
I got dumped:
What Do You Think Of My..?
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Body:
Would You..?
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Beat me up:
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| a bird could love a fish, but where would they live? |
[07 Jun 2004|04:15pm] |
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Good moods never last. I hate fighting with people I truely care about. It's like your torn between getting mad and not getting mad. You don't want to fight with someone close to you but when you know your right, and you don't deserve to be treated in such a way, you can't help it.
In other news...
this week in school is looking mad easy. Just reviews for finals and movies. good shit.
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| solitary nights |
[04 Jun 2004|08:30pm] |
who spends a friday night at home?
this sucks
new layout b/c I was desperately bored. Check it out.
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| my name is violet love, bus slut. |
[02 Jun 2004|03:10pm] |
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I'm mad lazy and it took me this long to update about my weekend.
Tennessee was amazing. The ride was long as hell but once we got into Ohio and Kentucky it was great because it was so pretty. We stopped at a gas station and some ambulance driver guy stopped and was like "Your from jersey?" with a little attitude. I was like "yep!" lol it was great. We had a lot of fun there b/c it was so chill. No drama or people getting mad at eachother, just having fun all weekend. I really did not want to leave. Anyways...
Peanut Butter tastes real good if you just eat it straight from the jar. But only if it is crunchy/chunky, whatever you call it.
I've been in such a good mood this week sonobody bring me down, please. <3
EDIT - theres this comedian who was on comedy central..hes been on a few times. He has long hair and hes a really strange comedian but hes funny. He does a joke about smokey the bear and talks about drugs a lot. If anyone knows his name, please post and I'll love you forever.
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| love is not love which alters when it alteration finds |
[25 May 2004|05:48pm] |
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i havent updated in forever because I am the laziest person in Rahway.
The last few weekends have been a lot of fun. Memorial weekend is going to be great - I'm so glad the sun is finally staying out for longer periods of time, instead of all that damn rain.
those little chinese slipper things are starting to get on my nerves. Why does everyone have those? and who started that damn thing? jeez - they really arent cute. Anyways - It is now 100% sure that I'm staying in south carolina for the next school year. I'm really glad because I miss the south and sweet tea - but I'm sad I'm leaving a lot of new people I met. Plus I bet a million dollars I get called a yankee for the entire year there. They probably forgot my name was Victoria and just call me the northerner now.
comment <33
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| its time to wake up |
[14 May 2004|04:21pm] |
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I've had this on my mind for a while
I usually don't hold grudges against people because it takes up so much of my energy to make sure I don't smile or look at someone I am mad at. It's such a bitch to be angry at someone, but this one time, I'm not giving in.
I really don't think I am a bad person, or that I would be rude to someone if they didn't have it coming...and for my so called "friend" to try to get big with me and cuss me out after they didn't think about anyone but themselves, really pisses me off. I really hope you know that this isn't going to be solved. I'm done with people who cause me to be aggervated all the time.
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| season finales |
[12 May 2004|02:59pm] |
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All the shows are ending - I cant believe the school years almost over. Its really incredible how fast it is going by. I'm real sad last night was the One Tree Hill season finale - I'll miss Chad..=( damn he is sexy..
<33
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[03 May 2004|04:54pm] |
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Check (x) The Things You Have Done, Then Post..
(x) I Have Been Drunk
( ) I Have Smoked Pot
( ) I Have Done Cocaine
( ) I Have Done Other Drugs
( ) I Have Thrown Up In A Bar
(x) I Have Flashed Someone
( ) I Have Posed Nude(stripped at a bar)
( ) I Have Purchased Pornography
( ) I Have Been Caught Masturbating
(x) I Have Peed On Myself (when i was like 5 or something)
(x) I Have Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex
( ) I Have Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) I Have Made Out With A Stranger
(x) I Have Gone On A Blind Date
(x) I Have Been In Love
(x) I Have Been Dumped
(x) I Have Had Sex
( ) I Have Had Sex In Public
( ) I Have Had Sex With A Member Of The Same Sex
( ) I Have Had Sex With A Co-Worker
( ) I Have Had Sex At The Office
( ) I Have Had Sex In A Dressing Room
( ) I Have Had Sex At A Friend's House During A Party
( ) I Have Had Sex / Hooked Up With A Friend's Sibling
( ) I Have Gotten Someone Drunk To Have Sex With Them
( ) I Have Had Sex With More Than 1 Person In The Same Week
( ) I Have Had A Threesome
( ) I Have Received Scars From My Sex Partner
( ) I Have Been Married
( ) I Have Been Divorced
(X) I Have Snuck Out Of My Parent's House
(X) I Have Cut Myself On Purpose
( ) I Have Killed Someone
(x) I Have Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire
( ) I Have Crashed A Friend's Car
( ) I Have Shoplifted
( ) I Have Stolen Something From My Job
(x) I Have Been Fired
( ) I Have Been In A Fist Fight
(x) I Have Been Tied Up
( ) I Have Been Arrested
(x) I Have Ridden In A Taxi
(x) I Have Lied To A Friend
( ) I Have Skipped School
( ) I Have Had A Crush On A Teacher
( ) I Have Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans
( ) I Have Celebrated New Years In Time Square
( ) I Have Been To Japan
( ) I Have Been To Europe
( ) I Have Been Snowboarding
( ) I Have Eaten Sushi
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| theres a chance we can make it now |
[26 Apr 2004|03:11pm] |
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this weekend was pretty fun
friday i went to the show with lexi, kate, and car - but i left early b/c i was real tired. The bands I did see were pretty good - It was fun watching everyone get out there for amlm. Saturday I went rollerblading with Tj, steven, and brian. We went to the hs and i saw kevin and chris and carlos...then we went to justins to see his snake. It ate a genie pig that was as big as my wrist to my elbow. The snake just squeezed the hell out of it then swallowed it up. We watched Duplex and then I came home. Mr. Sarro was absent again today. The guy is never there to teach french but when we dont understand it he gets real mad at us. I dont get it. well thats it <33
Happy Birthday Chris! <3
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[22 Apr 2004|03:11pm] |
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i looked at peoples livejournals and all I saw were surveys - and they were all exactly the same. Those things spread quick as hell.
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